Doubt

So I have had my new post page for blogger open on my Firefox for about three days now and I keep changing how I start this blog but nothing seems to be right so I'm just going to write what is on my mind right now and my thoughts on this week:

I have been having some self-esteem problems the last couple of weeks in regards to teaching. I mean - it's not like I thinking of changing my major because I seriously love it and want to do it for the rest of my life but I am more worried that I won't be good at it. In Educational Psychology we have been talking all the time about discipline and how keeping your class under control is the most important thing and if you can't do that you basically will fail so the old doubt that seems to always be with me has resurfaced. UGH!!!

This isn't to say that some things have been good with education. Just today I created a KICK ASS art lesson plan teaching watercolors to kindergartners through the book The Rainbow Fish. That was really cool and those are the types of things that keep me going.

There are other things going on in life as well... lost a person who I thought would be close to but clearly that didn't work out so well. But it's looking a little bit up since then. Also I have become SO much closer with the people in my classes. I absolutely LOVE my block and I have no idea what I would do without them. We keep each other going and trying to blow off stress and all that stuff. 2 weeks ago we went and saw Where The Wild Things Are and it was AWESOME! (sorry if there are lots of caps lock in this entry)

I really do need to go to bed now though cause my roommate has a huge physics test in the morning and my tapping is probably going to keep her up. More soon I promise.


Much Love and Hugs,
Chrissy

Episode of Doctor Who: Season 3 Episode 2 "The Shakespeare Code"

Music Rec: anything from the Glee Soundtrack is awesome!