LARGE UPDATE - slightly emo

So I have been wanting to write a really long update post but seriously I keep waiting cause so many big things have been happening lately. SO I will attempt and apologize if it seems really disconnected:

I moved back to CSB and LOVE our new room. It is done in all lime green and aqua and looks amazing. It's the same general set up from last year but we have new shelves and random other new decorations!

I missed my friends a LOT and absolutely love hanging out with them everyday. I forgot how amazing it is to just run down to Jenna's room with exciting stories or have random people come over at any time of day.

Classes are really amazing but there is a ridiculous amount of homework. That is half the reason this weekend rocks - having a whole extra day to do homework makes me super happy - yeah I"m a nerd...

Okay so as I'm writing this - i find that i really don't want to just go through the whole last 2 weeks of my life. As awesome as some of the days have been, some of them really sucked so I really don't' want to go into that all right now.

I don't think I really meantion the boy I like in a while but yeah... I got to see him yesterday :). It was a really fun time but it makes me sad that tomorrow his is returning to moorhead and I have no idea when I will see him again... and the end of the night didn't go exactly how I thought it would. SO yeah... basically have no clue where we stand and am discovering it's a LOT harder to know that he is just ten minutes away from me and I can't see him then when he is 2 and 1/2 hours away... ugh... I don't know. I also got so iffy information today that I shouldn't have pushed to figure out so it's my fault that I am doubting everything today. hopefully I get so see him one more time before he leaves but who knows what is going on. I am just really happy that we got to hang out last night with some of our best friends so yeah.

Also I haven't talked to one of my best friends for over two weeks and it's really starting to get to me. Sometimes boys just piss me off but at this moment I really need his advice but I can't just call him up and ask him cause then I'd have to ask him why he is being such a poop and that is just not the conversation I need right now.

I should just call laura but yeah... College is hard - but I can totally deal with that, some of the other things in life are harder. I really don't need all the distractions but I can't help it. I like this boy - so obviously he will be a distraction ;) friends though - sometimes i can't be fighting with them - especially when my friend doesn't even know how hard it is for me - and I wonder if he even cares...

SO this post is going really emo and I am gonna start crying so I am going to leave it at that - love to all,

Chrissy

Episode of Doctor Who: Season 2 Episode 12 "Army of Ghosts"

Music Rec: "Fireflies" - Owl City