I'm BACK! and other exciting news

So there were a lot a reasons i stopped doing BEDA but the main one was that blogging was becoming some that i was forced to do everyday and that I no longer enjoyed. I like writing down my thoughts but not when it is just reciting what happened that day...

So now that i have actual news i will write: first off i am really attempting to not sound like a 10 year old girl in this blog but i appologize if it comes off like that...

OMG I GET TO SEE HIM ON FRIDAY!... explanation please polkadotgrl? well so there's this boy... and he's kinda amazing... and I've liked him for over a year but he had a girlfriend but the broke up while in the first month of college.. and to make a long story short - i think we finally have a chance. You see we have been doing this flirting thing for lord knows how long and it feels good to just finally have the opportunity to try it out - but this all hinges on if he has the same feelings for me and such. My bff, who is also friends with his claims he does and such so hopefully this weekend will be awesome and we can just hang out and such. UGH! i haven't had any boy drama in so long so it's kinda foreign. Last boyfriend -> beginning of Senior year so this is new? not new but i feel a bit rusty.

While typing this i have been talking to my bff and she is being amazing and smacking me over the head via the internet so life is good. that is the other exciting thing -> she is coming HOME in 3 DAYS! and she is going to school here next year so rather than being a 5 hour plane ride away she will be an hour and 15 min away!!! Such a good change!

So now that this is crazy long and i haven't even talked about job search - quick update:

it's failing -> Caribou never called back so i am doing a lot of odd jobs... this weekend i house/dog sat. Also i have made boat covers for my dad as well as doing some secretarial work for him so yey?

Okay seriously need some sleep but there's the update! more to come soon!

~MUCH LOVE!