Dance Partners

SO I really didn't want to start this blog out complaining but there are just some things i really wanted to say. First of all, I am surrounded by couples... which is fine cause i usually don't notice it. But this weekend is freshman formal and everyone's boyfriend are coming up this weekend and now it's becoming really apparent that I don't have a date. yeah, don't get me wrong I am fine being alone. This is a good part of my life and I am really enjoying it. This stupid formal thing is insane though. So this saturday the plan is to go out to dinner but tonight I discoverd that I am going out to dinner with 4 couples and myself. Whoopi. I know that they are not going to try to make the situation awkward but really be serious... how could it not be awkward.

So of course I but my best friend in a bad position... cause sometimes I'm not the smartest person in the world and asked him if he wanted to come up to the dance. Actually he was a lot more perceptive to the idea than I originally expected but I mean really he goes to college 4 hours away. Not next door - as wonderful as that would be. Some times I miss him so freaking much, mostly because he gives me a perspective on my life that I don't normally see. Hopefully tomorrow I can skype with him and come up with some answers to all of this but right now what can I do. Stupid freaking formal dances...

I really did used to love formal dances - they were so much fun. And i ususally went with my best friend. Senior Prom was literally the best time! But I'm not in high school anymore - that I know. And am thankful for - sometimes some things would be easier though back then.

Much love and Hugs to all,
<3

P.S. My good friend from high school and I just figured out we are both going to Disney World over spring break!!! AHHHH!!!! So excited!

P.P.S. I promise the next post will be more cheerful... hopefully